I would like start with an easy-breezy joke. But my August 2022 was far from funny, so I'll let it be.
Being at my lowest, I halted the "Picture a day" streak on this blog. But guess what? Oddly I still continued to photograph myself. Except it took me two month of healing to be able to watch the photos I made back then and conduct a post.
It's okay not to be okay.
My mental health counsellor told me that these post are my anti-depressant that help with self-awareness, regulating emotion and motivation building.
It actually works! Looking back I have proof that after a shitty day (or week or uncertain period of time) it gets better.
spoiler alert: first day of feeling better:
1st of August
Family lunch at a restaurant and FYI sushi is Pebbles' favourite food:
2nd of August
Stayed in bed the whole day
and postponed the idea of being functional human:
3rd of August
IF I FITS, I SITS:
4th of August
Without the ability of controlling my own thoughts and the way in which I should behave,
I gave Pebbles sugary smoothie and SHE WENT BONKERS:
5th of August
As Fred and Pebbles spent time at the countryside, I had a lot of alone time to reflect.
If MSN would still exist, then my status would be full of EMO emojis:
6th of August
Me listening sad music when I am sad to make me even more sad:
7th of August
My little brother is one the most empathetic and humorous persons I know.
He just lifts me up like those balloons in the Pixar film Up:
8th of August
When I get naked in the bathroom,
the shower gets turned on:
9th of August
I don't want to remember that day.
Thank you, next (read with Ariana Grande's voice):
10th of August
Pebbles' room has the best lighting in the house,
but the toys are killing my super grownup and mature vibe:
11th of August
Too fast and too furious:
12th of August
I FUCKING LOVE THAT MAN SO MUCH.
My best friend, Johannes to my Alma:
13th of August
My outfit reflects my feelings.
Arvamusfestival and lunch at Põhjaka – a day of high spirits:
14th of August
Destiny's Child – Bills, Bills, Bills
15th of August
Musta Täku Tall, oo vaata kaarti, ma olen Jänedal
16th of August
Fabulous called. We answered:
17th of August A
Also known as the person who will laugh during the eulogy of my funeral
because he knows the real story:
17th of August B
Nothing tastes as good as an outfit change:
18th of August
The glam dropped heavily as I arrived home
and the heathwave turned up a notch:
19th of August
Pebbles was telling anecdotes:
20th of August
My bucket hat slays hard:
21st of August
Age of Empires connects people and families:
22nd of August
The mister that gives me motivation to shine bright like a diamond.
Wilma, Ian and the Queen Bee:
23rd of August
Sometimes your mood is lifted by a good poop:
24th of August
Pretending that presumed skincare routine is the equivalent of me getting my life in order:
25th of August
The Pärna family came to play before travelling the New York.
With a toddler! Mad respect! (not playing, but the travelling part):
26th of August
They see us rollin', they lovin':
27th of August
Twice in Haapsalu during the same month?
Let the 5th wedding anniversary celebration begin:
28th of August
I'm a chameleon that blends in with the house:
29th of August
Picking flowers:
30th of August
The drastic weather change is clearly visible.
The drastic change of emotions, compared the beginning of the month, can be seen too:
31st of August
Two stoners:
Disclaimer: none of my hardship was caused by Pebbles.
I have found my suitable form of being a mother and she is just kindest/smartest/sweetest kid.
(very humble objective opinion)
