I'm Wilma. Girl. No dragon tattoo. I love theatre, fashion, music that makes me orgasm and taking pictures. I have split myself between three places (London-Stockholm-Tallinn), but my current hub is Tallinn. Wherever my circus goes, there's always a party. If the party does end, I watch cat videos and blog about it all. Check out my yearly summaries below to get to know me a bit better. Header: Mandel Photography

If you have any questions: hemafruu@gmail.com.

Wednesday, August 31, 2022

Wilma Circus in August 2022

I would like start with an easy-breezy joke. But my August 2022 was far from funny, so I'll let it be.

Being at my lowest, I halted the "Picture a day" streak on this blog. But guess what? Oddly I still continued to photograph myself. Except it took me two month of healing to be able to watch the photos I made back then and conduct a post.

It's okay not to be okay. 

My mental health counsellor told me that these post are my anti-depressant that help with self-awareness, regulating emotion and motivation building. 

It actually works! Looking back I have proof that after a shitty day (or week or uncertain period of time) it gets better. 
spoiler alert: first day of feeling better:


1st of August
Family lunch at a restaurant and FYI sushi is Pebbles' favourite food:


2nd of August
Stayed in bed the whole day
and postponed the idea of being functional human:


3rd of August
IF I FITS, I SITS:


4th of August
Without the ability of controlling my own thoughts and the way in which I should behave,
I gave Pebbles sugary smoothie and SHE WENT BONKERS:


5th of August
As Fred and Pebbles spent time at the countryside, I had a lot of alone time to reflect.
If MSN would still exist, then my status would be full of EMO emojis:


6th of August
Me listening sad music when I am sad to make me even more sad:


7th of August
My little brother is one the most empathetic and humorous persons I know.
He just lifts me up like those balloons in the Pixar film Up:


8th of August
When I get naked in the bathroom, 
the shower gets turned on:


9th of August
I don't want to remember that day.
Thank you, next (read with Ariana Grande's voice):


10th of August
Pebbles' room has the best lighting in the house,
but the toys are killing my super grownup and mature vibe:


11th of August
Too fast and too furious:


12th of August
I FUCKING LOVE THAT MAN SO MUCH.
My best friend, Johannes to my Alma:


13th of August
My outfit reflects my feelings.
Arvamusfestival and lunch at Põhjaka – a day of high spirits:


14th of August
Destiny's Child – Bills, Bills, Bills


15th of August
Musta Täku Tall, oo vaata kaarti, ma olen Jänedal


16th of August
Fabulous called. We answered:


17th of August A
Also known as the person who will laugh during the eulogy of my funeral 
because he knows the real story:


17th of August B
Nothing tastes as good as an outfit change:


18th of August
The glam dropped heavily as I arrived home
and the heathwave turned up a notch:


19th of August
Pebbles was telling anecdotes:


20th of August
My bucket hat slays hard:


21st of August
Age of Empires connects people and families:


22nd of August
The mister that gives me motivation to shine bright like a diamond.
Wilma, Ian and the Queen Bee:


23rd of August
Sometimes your mood is lifted by a good poop:


24th of August
Pretending that presumed skincare routine is the equivalent of me getting my life in order:


25th of August
The Pärna family came to play before travelling the New York.
With a toddler! Mad respect! (not playing, but the travelling part):


26th of August
They see us rollin', they lovin':


27th of August
Twice in Haapsalu during the same month?


28th of August
I'm a chameleon that blends in with the house:


29th of August
Picking flowers:


30th of August
The drastic weather change is clearly visible.
The drastic change of emotions, compared the beginning of the month, can be seen too:


31st of August
Two stoners:


Disclaimer: none of my hardship was caused by Pebbles. 
I have found my suitable form of being a mother and she is just kindest/smartest/sweetest kid.
(very humble objective opinion)

Wednesday, August 17, 2022

Annual tradition: Ian's special day in Haapsalu. 2022 edition

The legend, the icon. 
The coupon queen who orders ridiculous amounts of toilet paper from Amazon for just 16 £. Happy birthday, Ian!

Let's keep the tradition alive.


Gossip meetings:


Not a crazy dog papa
just lovingly-involved person powered by Russian adoration expressions:


Let's love the skin we are in:


FUCK DIS, TOO HOT:


When your friends say they love you, 
but they won't share their internet hotspot:


The boy that blossomed:


Hugs and dogs:


Long live timer photos:


Long live timer regime with 9 consecutive photos:


The midnight madness:


The cuddliest people in Haapsalu:


August is like month full of Friday nights:


Always try to prepare for a *BANG*,
but every time end up surprised:


The passport says 28, but he will always be my 12 year old puka-puka:


Living the champagne lifestyle with Mõmmi lemonade budget:


Terrible month full of errors,
only Haapsalu can heal my wounds:


Sõbrakas 25 EEK:


Drop into Šarik's level and he is yours to keep:


Never too old for a peace sign:


He is our lighthouse at a stormy sea:


Šarik is like "DA FAQ IZ DIS?"


Allakäigutrepp is not for us,
we are going up-up-up-up-up:


Livin' la vida loca:


This girl is on FIREEEEEEE,
this girl is on FIRE!


"I suggest we drink before we go out drinking":


It's hard to be humble with such talent:


YOU GET A SPRITZ,
YOU GET A SPRITZ,
EVERYONE GETS AN APEROL SPRITZ:


The birthday boy got a gift card to do some serious A-level interior design shopping:


Fastest rabbits on the block:


TÄNA JOOME ŠAMPANJAT: