I'm Wilma. Girl. No dragon tattoo. I love theatre, fashion, music that makes me orgasm and taking pictures. I have split myself between three places (London-Stockholm-Tallinn), but my current hub is Tallinn. Wherever my circus goes, there's always a party. If the party does end, I watch cat videos and blog about it all. Check out my yearly summaries below to get to know me a bit better. Header: Mandel Photography

If you have any questions: hemafruu@gmail.com.

Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Wilma Circus in September 2020

You must me excited about the content that is coming up –
me being sleepy and grumpy until it's spring again.

1st of September
We met on that day thirteen years ago.
We married on that day three years ago: 


2nd of September
I prefer slippers to shoes. 
Give me a round of applause that I am not in my pajamas:


3rd of September
The autumn melancholy and bowl of water:


4th of September
You must me excited about the content that is coming up –
me sleeping in a bed for six months straight, until it's spring again:


5th of September
Italiano, Saku original and one hungry boyfriend:


6th of September
Gourmet "Staap", because lägaburks:


7th of September
Somewhere between dead and hopeless:


8th of September
It's that time of the year again, when we wash doggo every single day:


9th of September:
That rare moment when unknown energy charge knocks on the door:


10th of September
So in love with that boy that it hurts inside:


11th of September
I pray that this ugly sleep turns into beauty sleep:


12th of September
We walked few kilometres to drink tea and listen to the silence.
Yes, we will be 30 soon:


13th of September
Sõõrikukohvik & memmed:


14th of September
The only sport I do is the happy dance
after I have removed my protective facemask:


15th of September
New office couch, new chief happiness officer:


16th of September
Protest march against autumn and demanding longer daylight:


17th of September
It's hard to look away from such a bright and shining star:


18th of September
Fastest guns in BlackMountain,
my neighbour and I:


19th of September
Bitch wanted a hotdog and bitch grilled some hotdogs.
Bitch ate some hotdogs and bitch loved it:


20th of September
Better to be pale now than have cancer later:


21st of September
Put my fingers into electrical socket and felt like a human again:


22nd of September
One of the seven dwarves.
Probably Grumpy:


23rd of September
When I try to keep up with the Kardashians:


24th of September
Climate warming gave us summer days in autumn
and I went UPSIDE DOOWWWNN:


25th of September
My bras will not feel the outdoor air for few months now:


26th of September
I should worry about the bizarre warm weather, 
but instead I ate a pineapple and was completely useless:


27th of September
There's sun in places
where sun never shines:


28th of September
Zebra at a orienteering competition:


29th of September
What happened with sunken ship Estonia? Will we survive C19 second wave?
So many questions, but at least we adjusted our disinfectant liquid supply:


30th of September
Leaves are falling and so are my happiness level:


You are very welcome, I hope you enjoyed my grumpiness.

Monday, August 31, 2020

Wilma Circus in August 2020

So far August has been the most impactful and eventful month in 2020 
(I challenge you September, October, November & December). Three weeks of vacation mixed with quitting my job and personal struggles + one week of anxiety of the new mixed with indescribable peace.
Bitch so deep!


1st of August
My nondrinker self had few glasses of wine to celebrate Karl becoming 30 the day before,
so I slept the whole day on the couch:


2nd of August
This rich white girl took her boat out on a spin.
STOP BEING POOR and move to Tartu:


3rd of August
Officially my summer vacation started and my burnt-out self
had only sauna and bare feet in mind:


4th of August
Rainy day gave good excuse to be lazy.
Picked myself some breakfast and cuddled with Šarik the whole day:


5th of August
Back in the city, first time in Kaja pizza and good news from the doctor.
It was a good day:


6th of August
Yes, this is me, basically naked, with Karjase sai.
Unless you got buns, hun?


7th of August
Through fashion I communicate my mood, my self image and hide my big fat ass: 


8th of August
The second day of the wedding.
Porkuni lake was our bath and morning dew was our shower:


9th of August
The third day of the wedding.
I took, not one, but two power naps after I arrived at home:


10th of August
The day that I said to Karl "Kaur" and to Kaur "Karl":


11th of August
After 7 month hiatus I went to the airport and sat on a plane.
Such much rebel. Such much masks. 
Bali Kuressaare here we come!:

Sometimes when life throws shit at me,
I take my husband to spa with pool and massage treatment:


12th of August
Princess found her castle and enjoyed island life:


13th of August
After spa treatment life in Tallinn felt so dull and unfair.
I felt shorter and my socks felt smaller:


14th of August
Life in Käsmu is life done well:

Käsmu bliss + Game of Thrones second book + bed facing the sea = vacation mode 500:


15th of August
Haven't been to a grocery store for weeks, because ripe garden fills my tummy well:


16th of August
So busy doing nothing that I did not have time for anything else:


17th of August
Monday done right:


18th of August
Girl was happy to put her ass against that wallpaper once again:


19th of August
My "Three S" beauty secret is sleep, summer and sun:


20th of August
Felt like an interior design element and tried to find my place:

Too blessed to be stressed


21st of August
Girl stayed for seven years and it's time for her last day:


22nd of August


23rd of August
Last day of summer. Last day of vacation. Winter is coming:


24th of August
First day at new work and I shat my pants.
Luckily my badass mom gave me bag full of chanterelle and that made everything better:


25th of August
Business at the top and boobs on my socks:


26th of August
Panic. Calm. Panic. Repeat.
The sign on the wall is my mantra:


27th of August
The amount of news on that day was TOO DAMN HIGH.
You can take girl out of H&M group, but you cannot take H&M group out of girl:


28th of August
Not just first workweek after vacation, but first workweek at a new place.
Just wanted to curl up in my blanket:


29th of August
Šarik moved back to Tallinn and other expected one moved in.
WHAT A WEEK TO BE ALIVE:


30th of August
*BOOP*


31st of August
My home is a not mess,
everything is out for your viewing pleasure:

Bye-bye August, was interesting.